2 hours left..

This is the post excerpt.


Until I get to clock out and go home to get my girls off the bus. I just ate some thanksgiving leftovers for lunch and just want to curl up and sleep.

Work is busy on Monday’s in Ortho, especially after a holiday…well, after any weekend (it doesn’t have to be a holiday).

I thought I’d start a blog to see how it goes and to release ALMOST EVERY. SINGLE. THING I am thinking throughout the day onto this little screen with a blinking cursor thingy.

I work very hard and get all my work done and then some. So don’t judge me. But in between patients, here I am. Talking to myself in my mind about what I’m going to do when I get off work. What the kids will eat for dinner. How long I should stay at the gym. Should I even go to the gym?

I hope you are having a great Monday and here’s to another workday.. almost over 🍵

Letting go

So I was seeing a young man and he got orders to o to California. I really like him and when he got the orders and told me he had to leave, I went through this state of chaos. I gained 10 pounds which isn’t noticeable to others but on the scale..I can see them.

He leaves in a week and I’ve finally decided to just let it go. As well as anything else that I cling onto that would do me a world of good to just. Let. Go.

I truly care for and love him but he is young, successful and without children. So he can go and roam, explore, live.

I’ve been happier since I’ve learned sometimes you just gotta let it go.. whatever it may be

Hump day

Minus the humping.

Don’t you hate when you type a bunch of stuff then delete it all?!

I’ve read some pretty amazing blogs this morning. And I am inspired.

I suck at making goals and crushing them but for December I think I’ll try to

1- not let gift shopping stress me out..

2- start my cash envelope system again

3- do something awesome with my daughters

(Not the normal trip to Rebounderz and TJMaxx)

4- prepare for a trip with my girls for spring break.

Sounds like .. not a lot but whew 😓

Holiday Funk

Every Holiday we go above and beyond getting gifts for the kids and each other. I have two sisters between the ages of 18-23, my parents and my daughters.

I work at a doctors office in a small county where people are middle class to high class. The women in this office had told me about the “something I want, something I need, something I’ll wear, something to read” movement and I really think I’m going to adopt this for this year and every other. Especially sine the girls aren’t going crazy over a specific toy and Black Friday Shopping sucked this year.. How do you guys feel about the holidays and the the rif raf of getting perfect gifts?


What do you do when your fresh into your 30s.. you are raising children and you hate your job? I have to work to provide for my children and myself.

Although I’m a military spouse, things have been rocky for the past 3-4 years. I know there are so many options I can choose HOWEVER, I don’t want to be that woman how depends solely on a man and I also don’t want to instill that in my children.

But I’m at the point where I want to take up a trade so I don’t have to work a 9-5 and feel like I want someone to come out and say “commence the purge”. Seriously.

Am I the only one that feels like this?