2019

So..it’s been a while since I’ve blogged. And since I’m sitting at work with everything imaginable completed.. I thought I’d pop in and release the thoughts from my brain to this screen.

New Years Eve was amazing. I stepped outside the routine “watchcare service” at church and took my girls to Washington D.C. we visited several museums, my favorite the Hirshhorn museum and sculpture garden|Simthsonian. The art and sculptures were amazing. we ate at Crimson Diner several times and Vapianos. 😍yuuummmm.

It was god to see my daughters outside their normal realm of stuff.

My friend of six years also drove up to spend NYE and NYD with us. This made it a million times better. We are off to a good year. There are so many things I’d like to finally accomplish.

  • I am 31 years old. Semi single.
  • I’d like to purchase a home for my daughters and I
  • I’d reallly like to travel more and start a small business

So. Where I get stuck is the income portion. How do you travel and do things if you don’t make enough to keep up with daily life things?

I have pledged to myself to try to Dave Ramsey Cash envelope system.

Wish me luck !

Letting go

So I was seeing a young man and he got orders to o to California. I really like him and when he got the orders and told me he had to leave, I went through this state of chaos. I gained 10 pounds which isn’t noticeable to others but on the scale..I can see them.

He leaves in a week and I’ve finally decided to just let it go. As well as anything else that I cling onto that would do me a world of good to just. Let. Go.

I truly care for and love him but he is young, successful and without children. So he can go and roam, explore, live.

I’ve been happier since I’ve learned sometimes you just gotta let it go.. whatever it may be